I don't know what to make of people sometimes. Now I am admitedly a bit of a recluse. I generally enjoy my solitude and time spent with my thoughts. I have few friends and for the most part have lived this way for most of my adult life.
Friends,,, that is a word I am wrestling with these days. I had one whom I felt I was very close to and we talked about seemingly everything for many years. About 15 to be exact. Recently in the past year we have talked maybe about a dozen times or more. This compaired to the daily conversations we used to have is simply astounding. I was told by another long time and close friend, that this so called frined of mine has what he wants and needs now, and either because of guilt or simply does not care, he simply does not need me anymore. That I find pretty amazing, to have known someone for so many years, and have supported them through so many personal and professional issues, to be dropped like this is the pill I am swallowing, and cannot understand. Time may tell if it is all true.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
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